Beautifully indulgent self-doubt.

I’m sat here with my headphones on, listening to some midi (music) files I wrote about ten years ago (TEN YEARS!) and feeling incredibly proud of myself because they aren’t that bad. I’m genuinely surprised they aren’t awful. Even so, listening to the stuff I wrote on the computer all those years ago is an […]

What I’m writing – ResuRection

PPK’s song, ResuRection, was in the charts when I was in my late teens/early twenties (don’t go looking up the year) and I was going through a tough time. I was trying to get my head around what I wanted to do with the rest of my life, as well as simultaneously trying to end […]

The horror

There’s a pinboard on his wall Where he collects pictures of them all He smiles when he sees those faces And considers all the normal places He can use to hide those thoughts And twist the truths like he was taught.¬† He doesn’t kill with stabs and cuts Or strangle, maim or murder but He […]

Wish.

Tonight I am sad and a little bit mad. I have been quite bad with focus. So now I’ll procrastinate and try not to agitate the things that will activate distraction. I’ll write a shit poem and, fuck it, that’ll show them I’m not that broken really. And then I’ll watch telly and scratch my […]